Blogging from bed

I have been off work for two days and tomorrow it's back to the mines for six days in a row. On Tuesday I got a permanent contract and a pay raise which is good. I was worried they wouldn't want to keep me on. I still wish I could find a job that exites me.

I have been feeling very empty for a few days. I don't have an appetite and I'm just generally down. I think I really need something to get exited about.

I am very sleepy now. But I don't want tomorrow to come.

here we go again

lately i have not been feeling like blogging even tho i have been blogging for years. I think i just was tired of being coco the clown or coco the monkey. That is why i have gone back to the beginning to one of my first blogs, back to being me. Too bad i cant get away from being coco at work, they wont let me be Karolina.

It has been a few stressful days. I have made mistakes, i am human and everyone makes mistakes. I know that and for me the most important thing is what people do when they have made mistakes. I understand not everyone is like me but for me the first and most important thing is to be honest when you have made a mistake. After that all you can do is apologise and try to make it right.
I have learned not everyone appreciates the truth and thats tough cus i know that on that part i cant change.

In two weeks I also have to move. I hate moving. Maybe i should start to pack. Maybe.

This is the soundtrack of the last few days.